Discovering myself....!!

Since childhood I have been a shy kind of girl….who really didn’t have the confidence to speak in front of anybody….. I was timid, shy, shaky or whatever…but above all I had an inferior feeling that if I say something people would laugh at my opinion……But at the same time I wanted to say what I felt and then I realized that there are other means of expression also…and that’s through writing…. And since then I have been writing…I used to write about every single thing that popped into my mind…and as days passed I became good in expressing my thoughts through writing…

After opening my blog I’ve been thinking about what shall be the topic of my 1^st post??!!

I thought a lot and then decided to write about how I started writing …… My inferior feeling played the biggest role in this journey to begin…keeping everything almost a secret I started writing…I used to write in a single sheet so that I can write there and tear the pages and threw them out so that no body reads it….I used to write about so many things…about my feeling….. my dreams…unheard prayers to god … about my feeling for my classmates ….. About my anger, love, wishes everything….and one day…I discovered that I can even write poetry …. I wrote it and became so excited... I wanted to show it to my close ones. But again my “inferior” feeling barred me from doing that … and I did the usual thing … It was dumped into the dustbin next to my house ….. I was such a fool….but I don’t regret that (now that’s strange)…..

People used to say I was immature ….. but I was just scared that’s it… may be I still am a little ,silly immature girl but now I have the confidence to share my thoughts with everyone….because many people said that what I write is actually not funny …. It helped me discover myself. and be who I want to be…. But again my inferior feeling…..i never told anybody about it….

SO today I disclose this little secret of mine and begin the journey of sharing my thoughts with the world…..and at the same time encourage other dumbos like me to keep writing and letting people know about it ….. Because what you think is silly might not be the same for others…..!!